Probably im a jinx. I dont want to ever feel this way about myself but he made me. I guess he wont ever change. And why do i say all this? Cos he called me a FUCKED UP GIRLFRIEND. As im typing this, tears rolled down my cheeks. Last two days he called me pala butoh which simply means dickhead. And the day before he even called me that too when we fought on the phone. I guess he dont treasure these relationship at all. Throwing words around at me and toying with my feelings like as if im a doll. Yesterday was our second year and three months and this is still what im getting. I got nothing else to say. Feels like giving up. FML.