dah lama seh tak update. pathetic kan. just wanna update few photos and a short post will do. (:
im currently at malaysia, thats why i can use the laptop here to update. laptop di rumah udah nggak ada sih. ):

i miss my bby tembam!
ive been spending my days going to the gym, swimming pool, playing pool and bowling and going to th arcade, just everything else more to mention with hubby and i wish i could even have him here with me too. haish. i miss him fetching me from work and some of th days i do th same too.
i miss having supper with him after a day of hard work, i miss being carried by him, i miss his laughter and kisses and hugs and everything. argh. i want my bby. ):

oke lah, byeeee.


ohh yarhh, before i go, ive got something fr su.
is this how you treat ppl?
just get rid as you're sick of them?
i dont think im all to blame.
yes, i hv a boyfriend now but do you remember how i tried to include you in my everyday life with alep's around?
do you remember going out with me & alep?
you want to know how hard it is balancing time?
well, get yrself a boyfriend first and try to include me in yr daily life.
im not clinging on to him only, neither do he.
we invited you to join us most of th times.
dont tell me that you've forgotten sia.
and now with yr lepak fren's arnd, you easily said you dont feel like replying me?
why is it so hard to forgive me sia.
haiyohhh.
i once ajak you gi minom with my brother, what did you say?
"eh fee, aku saket uh, takpe uh"
i once ajak you keje with me, what did you say?
"takpe uh fee, aku tknk uh, aku carik keje laen"
i once ajak you carik keje with me, and last minute what did you say?
"fee, hujan uh, besok uh oke."
i want to be with you and you kept giving excuses.
you once bitch about jaja to me but why are you hanging out with her now?
that makes yourself a hypocrite sia.
i give up uh ehk.
is this what you call bestie?
i rather delete th heart off yr name.
fine la ehk, find yrself a better bestie.
im th one always giving in but not now uh.
not anymore.
goodbye.