Neverending Fyonalep ♥
I never want to think about what ive been through that rough ride- not throughout this 2 years plus- but recently. Cos it hurts. It would have never been Neverending Fyonalep without my chance. It seems unbelievable that it was me making the decision now, deciding Fyonahdot or Fyonalep for myself OR Fyonalep or Zulsuzzy for him. In this hour and in times like this, i pray to Allah, whisper softly deep to my heart, i wish i could thrust this thoughts away. Thrust it like it never happens and live happily again. But i think it all takes time to heel so i guess i have to bear this insecurity. And i pray to god every now and then, make us happen. Make this love come back to life.
